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  • Mood: Anger
Oh my god I was stuck with the person I hate most of all on an important date. Officials of the Company came in and I was partnered with the guy that wanted to date me on a dare!
oh god I know I'm not pretty! I know I'm fat! I'm single! And I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being! I fucking know! I don't have to be reminded every day that I'm a waste of space! 
I see it everyday I look in the mirror!  I wanna shot the person I see in the mirror just because I know there's nothing worth losing!
I see a fat ugly plain person that has little to no value in this world! I don't need everyone telling me what waste I am cause I already know. 
He keeps taking credit for everything I do and he did nothing so now I'm in trouble with the managers, he's in no trouble at all. 
Yhen he brought up I'm to slow and fat to do anything around the building (which I know I can out bench him) 
then everyone was asking about our families. Oh wow everyone is on their own? I live with my grandmother and raising my niece( she's like my daughter) I'm single and no one shows any interest  in me! I'll die alone so what? 
Im just getting so fucking sick of being a pushover! There are times I wish to end it all, though I try not to.
Cally always told me I spent all my time caring for others that I never cared for myself... I'mbefective anyways so .i don't care if I'm broken I can' just be glued together just to fall apart again. 
  • Mood: Wow!
Kio told me to write a stupid new journal so I did
no but seriously I am helping AnimeCitizen write a Xiaolin Showdown comic YAYA us
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Eating: I don't feel like eating any more
I really liked this guy and have been crushing on him for a while. Imagine my delight that he asked me out!
i got a nice outfit, wore make up, even broke down and bought a nice pair of high heels.. 
First thing when he came to see me was
im not dating a fat ass bitch like you! I only did this on a dare but hey I got 20 dollars! If I had known you'd be this gullible I would have raised the bet money" then he left. 
I'm getting to think that's all I'm worth. Just 20 and people to laugh at me. 
RP girls of NightMare and I by BloodDragonAlchemist
RP girls of NightMare and I
YAY MORE GIRLS OF OUR NEW HETALIA RP!!!!!!
For you NOMS hope you like how all the girls are designed!
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  • Mood: Anger
Oh my god I was stuck with the person I hate most of all on an important date. Officials of the Company came in and I was partnered with the guy that wanted to date me on a dare!
oh god I know I'm not pretty! I know I'm fat! I'm single! And I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being! I fucking know! I don't have to be reminded every day that I'm a waste of space! 
I see it everyday I look in the mirror!  I wanna shot the person I see in the mirror just because I know there's nothing worth losing!
I see a fat ugly plain person that has little to no value in this world! I don't need everyone telling me what waste I am cause I already know. 
He keeps taking credit for everything I do and he did nothing so now I'm in trouble with the managers, he's in no trouble at all. 
Yhen he brought up I'm to slow and fat to do anything around the building (which I know I can out bench him) 
then everyone was asking about our families. Oh wow everyone is on their own? I live with my grandmother and raising my niece( she's like my daughter) I'm single and no one shows any interest  in me! I'll die alone so what? 
Im just getting so fucking sick of being a pushover! There are times I wish to end it all, though I try not to.
Cally always told me I spent all my time caring for others that I never cared for myself... I'mbefective anyways so .i don't care if I'm broken I can' just be glued together just to fall apart again. 

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BloodDragonAlchemist
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Not much to hell lol

Current Residence: In the insanity in Ohio
Favourite genre of music: metal, country, Jpop
Favourite style of art: any
Operating System: VISTA BABY
MP3 player of choice: Walkman
Wallpaper of choice: Black with red hearts
Favourite cartoon character: to many.
Personal Quote: Real power is when you surpass your own desires to protect something precious.
I'm A Freddy Fan by PsychoSlaughterman I'm A Puppet Master by PsychoSlaughterman
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:iconnightmareonmyst:
NightmareOnMySt Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
hey best bud how you been! Tight Hughow's life been treating you?
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BloodDragonAlchemist Featured By Owner May 21, 2015  Hobbyist
Uhgi gots5 kittens
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:iconnightmareonmyst:
NightmareOnMySt Featured By Owner May 21, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
awwwwwwww!~ are they all healthy?
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:iconblooddragonalchemist:
BloodDragonAlchemist Featured By Owner May 22, 2015  Hobbyist
Oh yes they all are
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NightmareOnMySt Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Hey buddy how you been? ^^
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BloodDragonAlchemist Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist
Eh work is killing me snow is getting higher.... And worse of all.... I'm low on Dr. Pepper oh god why am I low on DP!! Lol jk thanks for asking and you puddin?
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NightmareOnMySt Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
OMG....NOT THE PEPPER! X3 but don't feel bad the weather is pretty bad where I live too. And work oh God don't get me started I'm actually trying to find a new job
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BloodDragonAlchemist Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2015  Hobbyist
You were a secretary right?
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Jackie-Chaos-Bunny Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :glomp:
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