To a point I don't care what people say but ... It's starting to get to me.
I already hate myself so what more can people say to me to make me lothe myself any more?
What the fuck is wrong with some of you people!?
BDA is so strong and loving! How can some make her feel that way?
well I'm here to explain who BDA really is! The kind of person you people seem to overlook!
BDA is a twenty five year old woman who has always depended on herself. She had been battling severe depression since she was 9years old! Since losing her grandfather, her father figure who raised her, to cancer.
Most of her life was spent with people bullying her, because they knew her weakness. Yet she never cried! She tries not to because in her life she has to be strong!
Now she's working with people with disabilities and loves her job. The younger ones call her Gingy! She's always up beat and tries to stay happy for the ones she works with.
she gets beat up by some she works with, yet she continues going in to spend time with them and work.
now she's working several jobs to help her grandmother! And she's helping to raise her niece. That little girl looks up to Jenny! I swear if anyone needed a heart, she'd be on the table ready for surgery!
Ive known Jenny forever. She's the kind of person that would make someone smile even if she can't because she knows the feeling of sadness and hopelessness. She never would wish it on anyone no mater how much that hurt her. Sometimes she struggles with her depression. It's getting harder for her to function, yet she still smiles for people.
As for me, Jenny hates pink! Yet she finds it easy to wear the pink ribbon for me. She was my support and comfort through everything. She's an amazing person! Anyone that says otherwise just don't know her! If she's cold to you, maybe it's because she's doing it for a reason! Ever think of that!?
and the people making her hate herself, how can you live with yourselves?
jenny if you see this... Know that there are people that love and care for you.
I know I am. You've been great to defend and support all the ones that need it. I love you Jenny don't worry about what haters say.