Oh my god I was stuck with the person I hate most of all on an important date. Officials of the Company came in and I was partnered with the guy that wanted to date me on a dare!
oh god I know I'm not pretty! I know I'm fat! I'm single! And I'm a pathetic excuse for a human being! I fucking know! I don't have to be reminded every day that I'm a waste of space!
I see it everyday I look in the mirror! I wanna shot the person I see in the mirror just because I know there's nothing worth losing!
I see a fat ugly plain person that has little to no value in this world! I don't need everyone telling me what waste I am cause I already know.
He keeps taking credit for everything I do and he did nothing so now I'm in trouble with the managers, he's in no trouble at all.
Yhen he brought up I'm to slow and fat to do anything around the building (which I know I can out bench him)
then everyone was asking about our families. Oh wow everyone is on their own? I live with my grandmother and raising my niece( she's like my daughter) I'm single and no one shows any interest in me! I'll die alone so what?
Im just getting so fucking sick of being a pushover! There are times I wish to end it all, though I try not to.
Cally always told me I spent all my time caring for others that I never cared for myself... I'mbefective anyways so .i don't care if I'm broken I can' just be glued together just to fall apart again.